I thought these were funny and so true.
Feeling a bit stagnant but not ready to really move on yet. I need to get back into an exercise routine but I'm just not ready to decide what that should look like yet. I'm giving myself the rest of this week to wallow and then next week I have to start doing something to get some of this weight off and to make me feel better.
2 comments:
I will honestly say that I really honestly have no idea how this feels. I don't know why things happen the way they do. It seems so f*cked up that some people (like me) get knocked up by practically just being looked at (okay, I guess I did a little more than that...), and some people struggle so deeply. Nobody really can control how their body reacts or performs in some situations. If I thought I could carry a baby for someone and not literally go off the deep end, I would have one for you. Honestly my three pregnancies were some of the most physically and emotionally wretched times in my 39 years on this planet. I sincerely hated it, and yet I am grateful that I was able to do it. Nobody chooses. I think of you often, Kerie, and the struggles my MIL navigated (being a new country, having no education, and still trying to learn English) in her own infertility experiences. In many ways, you are the stronger women. Best of luck Kerie-- I'm pulling for you!
Thanks Amanda. I really appreciate the fact that you continue to follow my journey and share your thoughts and encouragement. I don't know how strong I am. I cry almost every day. But, I'm not ready to give up yet.
Post a Comment