I'm having such a hard time remaining positive. I'm trying!!!! Really. Please don't bark at me to tell me to remain positive and that everything will be ok. I'm trying and everyone deals with things differently. This is how I deal and I'm doing my best. Thank you for all the support and love, but please understand that by telling me to not worry you're minimizing this. Of course I'm going to friggen worry.
I'm at an offsite meeting all day today for work. All I'm going to be thinking about is whether or not our little one(s) are digging in for the long haul or if my HCG #'s are falling. There is a work party tomorrow at a winery. Hope I can know by then so if its over, I can at least get smashed. HA.
The worst part is the uncertainty.
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agreed, friend. when people, intentionally or unintentionally, say things such as "don't worry", it is invalidating and it is SO infuriating!! people don't know until they've walked a day or an hour in our shoes. you have every right to feel how you want to feel. thinking of you and sending loving thoughts into the universe. email me if you want to vent in private. ;) desiree.viray@gmail.com
Thanks Desiree. I don't mean to be ungrateful for the support. I desperately need it. AND I know its hard to know what to say. I'm just so emotional and this is my entire life and focus right now, not just a phase I'm going through that will pass. At least that's how it feels, you know? Thank you for understanding.
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