Tuesday, 1 July 2014

Sigh

You know when you want something really bad and all you see is everyone else around you getting what you want so bad? Yeah, that sucks.

The random woman I met the day I went in for my HCG blood test all smiles because I thought I was pregnant, just sent me a note saying her HCG is 185. She's super pregnant. Yay for her on her first try.  I am happy for her. She deserves to be happy. But, why not me too? Why does this have to be so hard?

Day two of this cleanse diet I'm on and the first day I've cut caffeine completely out. No Irish breakfast tea this morning.  I may cave on the alcohol thing tonight. 


2 comments:

Adena said...

Hugs. It's perfectly ok to punch that woman in the face (no not really that is a bad idea don't do it.) I really hope this works out for you. I know how much you want it and I wish there were some magic wand to make it happen. :(

Kerie said...

Thanks :)